It’s been a weird week,my emotions, for various reasons have been up and down.
Maybe I’m just extra tired, maybe I need a change of some sort…
But what?
I love my family, I wouldn’t change them for anything, even though ‘certain’ members give me broken sleep!
I love my job, working with children is exactly what I have always wanted to do, my whole life, even though a little more money would be very welcome!
I love my home, stained carpets and all, even though another bedroom wouldn’t go amiss!
I love writing on my blog, and reading others posts, even though a little more time to develop what I write would be appreciated!
Maybe it’s my thinking I need to change…
Look at the above.
All these aspects of my life I have to be grateful for, yet,there is always something that would satisfy me more…
Maybe I need to be happy with all I have, and not constantly think ‘what if?’…
I know it’s good to strive to better yourself, but surely we should enjoy the ride of life as it is. Sometimes it is a sedate steam journey leg, when life is chugging along just fine, sometimes a roller coaster of exhilaration, or fear. You get the airplane rides, when things couldn’t be better, you’re top of the world, there are those submarine rides when you feel you couldn’t get any lower…
But, like in reality, all these ‘rides’ along with others are an experience which colour our lives in one way or another. They are each an opportunity to take away some lesson or another.
So, you know what, I need to buck up my ideas, get outta this silly rut I appear to have got myself into, and be thankful of what I have… Who knows what leg of my life journey is round the corner…?
But I Smile Anyway... 