There are some people in my life who seem to think that the above diagram is true, and the ME in the middle is them.
Well, guess what… I hate to shatter that illusion, but actually, my world most definitely does not revolve around them!
I’m always there, you, my Peeps, know that. I never step away from helping someone if they need it, but there are some out there who really can’t see beyond their own little life, and when things don’t happen as they wish, then it means that we are the selfish ones!
The other day I was actually reduced to tears by someone who launched a real tirade of insults at me, ending in accusing me of being conniving, or cunning, being just an empty shell of promises, and not actually being sincere.
I think that might have been one of the times I felt the most hurt in my life. I can’t think of a time I have once gone out there and with every intention, hurt someone. My actions are always genuine, and hey, I’m human, I make mistakes, sometimes what I say might not be the right thing ( this is when I realise how great hindsight is!) but, never would I be spiteful on purpose.
I actually had to justify my life to this person, and show the way my day actually panned out, so this individual understood that sometimes, I physically don’t have the time to reply straight away to messages, and Shock! Horror! sometimes I even forget to reply! But it’s never on purpose, it’s due to tiredness.
I was still left with a bitter taste in my mouth at the end of the conversation we ended up having by Whatsapp, but I really thing this particular ship has sailed………
Jul 19, 2015 @ 19:24:56
Ritu,
I am so glad you got it out of your system and are free now.
Take care,
With hugs,
Susie
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 19:43:33
Thank You Susie! Sometimes we just need to let these things go… it just takes me longer to realise…!
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 15:38:51
So sorry that you had this negative interaction. That person’s behavior most likely had more to do with their own issues than anything you may have done. I hope you are feeling better. 🙂
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 16:18:14
I got it out of my system Tonya, but it is so frustrating! Thank you 🙂
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 15:30:04
Oh what a jerk! I don’t know what’s wrong with a lot of people these days! You are none of those things! It seems like someone who is/was close to you said these terrible things so it hurts even more. I don’t blame you for being upset and not wanting to deal with them anymore. I think this person needs to apologize to you. How upsetting :/.
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 16:17:48
Thanks hun, you know, I got an apology… followed by more poor me stuff, then a message to say I cant take all this please don’t message me now. FINE!!!!
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 16:28:17
Wow how immature! It’s not you. This person has issues. I’m sorry. Just focus on the people who care from now on.
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 16:40:46
I am totally intending on doing just that now!
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 14:04:05
Oh Ritu. I was appalled when I read this. How on earth could anyone ever accuse you of those things. You are one of the nicest, kindest people who it seems. always has time for others. Please don’t take her cruel words to heart. Sending you virtual hugs and a big mug of hot chocolate (You know how everything is better with food and drink in my world)! 🙂
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 14:39:49
Aw thank you Judy! Means a lot to have you here for me! Hot chocolate… Mmmmm where is it?!?! I’ll go make me some now!
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 16:14:36
Hope the hot choc made you feel a little better. 🙂
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 16:19:14
Mmmmm! Yes indeed!
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 04:55:31
Oh no, Ritu! !that’s a terrible thing to happen. There’s always selfish people out there and I’m sure you aren’t one of them! Screw them – there’s better things to do with your time than waste your energy to such beings. Those people don’t deserve your time. Ignore it. Besides, you hv your family (and your blog and your readers:p) to focus on. Sending you much love from this side of the world. Xx.
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 09:47:08
Thank you Ann! A new day, a new viewpoint! Feeling much happier… But just sore, from the fall!!!
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 00:25:44
That person doesn’t deserve to be in your life.
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 09:45:11
I know… But on the flip side… I’m worrying…
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:51:59
Oh sweetness! I am sorry that you went through this! You work long days and have so much going on. It’s unfair of anyone to expect that you will be of service at all times. We all think you are wonderful!
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:54:20
Thank you so much Raphael’s, for your kind words… I feel touched, and humbled by everyone’s support and concern.
We really are lucky, you know, to have such an amazing blogging community here! 😊
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:41:39
Right what’s going on Ritu. Are you ok sis who’s been upsetting you😠😘
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:49:10
See, there he goes, being my true big bro!
Thanks Rich 😊 I’m better for getting it out of my system xxx
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:50:13
As long as your ok love you sis☺
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:51:15
😊 your lil sis is still standing… Though technically I’m lying down, ready for bed! 😘😘
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:52:39
Night Ritu 😴☺😘
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:54:38
Night big bro! 😊😊
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:19:49
cut them loose and forget about them
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:45:54
If only it were that easy, Jim! But thanks for the advice!
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:09:45
Sometime explaining yourself just doesn’t pay! Sorry that happened!
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:12:05
I know…it felt like a wasted set of messages… See want even in a phone call, but all these messages…. That you read and reread, and kick yourself about after…
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 03:21:10
Energy suckers!
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Jul 19, 2015 @ 09:46:20
Totally, but hey, the world is full of all sorts…
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:59:14
Few people actually OWE us anything, and most people (including us) ought to be more appreciative when people let their own worlds revolve around ours for a bit. We’re not planets. It’s more of an intricate dance of figure 8’s, don’t you think? Each of us taking turns around the other… Of course our own worlds revolve around US, much of the time – of COURSE we’re “self-centered” as we all have to be, to some degree. It’s only “selfish” when we callously disregard others or treat them as mere props in our personal drama – or, as your last graphic says, as if they only exist at all when we need something from them. To get angry when someone lets us down is silly; I mean, what WERE our expectations? Were they reasonable? Did that person, in fact, “owe us one”?
I like to believe in a universe where we pay it forward and get out of it the positive or negative energy we put into it. Not like a ping-pong game or tit-for-tat, but just a general “throw good into the universe and it will come back at you like a bouncy ball.” Maybe not today, but tomorrow – or when you need it most. Chiding someone or making them feel they have to “justify their life” isn’t a positive thing.
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:05:37
So true Holly… I seriously felt like shit that day, and it made me want to just give up, but you know, I’m not like that, and I will always be there, but my ‘figure of eight’ is a little tighter around my family first now that it was before…! Thank you for your words! 😊
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 21:50:11
Ritu, I can’t believe what I read. You are definitely one of the most compassionate, selfless, and helpful persons I have ever met. Whatever problem the other person had – I am sure it had nothing to do with you. He or She only needed someone to blame for the own defecinecies and inablities. They need a victim to feel better. Ritu, you know (as you write it in your post) that you are not, what you were accused. It hurts me to feel you that much hurt. If I had been there I would have turned into a lion in order to defend my little sister. Never believe anyone that you are what this person accused you. I love you, my luna sister!!! ❤ ❤ ❤ :* :* :*
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 21:57:35
❤ ❤ ❤ Thankyo so much Erika, that really means a lot. I know, it might have been a tough time for someone else too, but to make me feel so bad I cried… first thing in the morning, minutes before leaving the house to go to work… It was awful, as I know I would NEVER do that to someone… Still, I appreciate the words and virtual hugs you are sending… and I scheduled a Symbol of Letting Go post for tomorrow night, so you know! :-*
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:05:44
I understand how much that hurts most of all when it comes so unexpected. I am glad you remeber the “letting go” opportunity and I hope it relieves you. What do you think, who is more affected by hatred or negative feelings? The recipient or the sender? It’s is not about you, Ritu. You were just the one that came around the corner first. See your post tomorrow, dear 😘
Know, you can always email me. Never think you would bother me. I am there!!!
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:14:04
😘 thanks again sis xxx
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:16:20
I would do everything to see you smile again!
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:43:10
Bless you sis! I’m smiling already! 😊😊😊
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:51:19
Wonderful!!! 😘 😘 😘 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkCLBj7nKPY
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:03:09
Aw that was so sweet!!!!! Seriously love ya sis!! 😊😊😊😘😘😘😘😘😍😍😍
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:05:34
💖💖 Have a good night, Ritu 💖💖
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:06:43
You too sis, you too!!!! 💞💕💖💘💝💓💟
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:07:54
Awh… how could I ever top this? Feel strongly hugged, sweety! Love you lots, angel! 💞💕💖💘💝💓💟
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:08:39
😘😘😘
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 23:10:09
Good night 🌜😘😘😘🌛
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 21:27:19
Nil carborundum illegitimi Ritu (Don’t let the B******s grind you down)
I’m amazed at how much you manage to get done and STILL have time to blog and chat to us 😍🍫🍌🎶
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 21:42:41
Aw thanks for the words for encouragement Chris! Things even get this smiley chick down once in a while, and to be honest, coming on here can be almost like a therapy for me! I can smile, and laugh, with like minded people, and leave the blogosphere feeling more myself again then!
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 21:44:27
Good – that’s what blogging is about – having FUN 😎
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 21:54:56
Oh I definitely do that.. can you tell??!! ;P
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 21:56:37
mmmm I think I got a tiny hint that you might be having fun Ritu LOLOLOL
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:00:46
😀 😀 Really??!!!
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:07:23
😃😄😂🎶🎉
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Jul 18, 2015 @ 22:14:23
😁😊😀🎹🎶💃
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