Wave Of Light #infantloss

Not only tonight
Do I remember you, child
But every night
Ritu 2019

The moment I knew you were there, growing within, you gained a life, an identity, all of your own.

It matters not that you were with me mere weeks. 

You were real.

You were mine.

And the moment I knew you were gone, a piece of me died.

I’ll always remember you, my two angels ♥️

Today I lit a candle at 7pm, joining thousands, to create a wave of light, remembering our beautiful babies that were, perhaps, too good for this world.

62 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. vinnieh
    Oct 31, 2019 @ 12:47:36

    Simply beautiful.

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  2. Colleen M. Chesebro
    Oct 22, 2019 @ 02:31:41

    So sweet, Sis. ❤

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  3. Shivangi
    Oct 20, 2019 @ 05:46:44

    Heart touching ❤️🙏🏻

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  4. ellenbest24
    Oct 19, 2019 @ 16:07:44

    My hand squeezes your shoulder.
    My heart pulls at your pain.
    While my memories are not so distant
    The touch of cool flesh,
    A cry of his name name.
    Echoes in winless forests.
    Wets my face as misty Autumn rain.
    Lest we forget to recall, we mother’s
    Remember more than our pain.

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  5. robbiesinspiration
    Oct 19, 2019 @ 15:27:32

    This is very moving and poignant, Ritu. I also lost two pregnancies.

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  7. OIKOS™-Publishing
    Oct 18, 2019 @ 11:51:01

    Happy Friday, Sis! How R U? Your new images is very magnetic. It remembers me on one of the Bond-Girls, or one of the Three Angels (Charly).Have a wonderful weekend. Best wishes, Michael

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  8. niasunset
    Oct 18, 2019 @ 07:07:18

    I am so sad too dear Ritu, My heart with you too, so much love to you, nia

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  9. OIKOS™-Publishing
    Oct 17, 2019 @ 19:59:23

    Wonderful written, Sis! So heartbreaking fantastic. Best wishes to, and blessings for you all. Michael

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  10. D. Wallace Peach
    Oct 17, 2019 @ 18:22:52

    Beautiful and heartbreaking, Ritu. A hug for you, your husband, and your two little angels.

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  11. Smorgasbord - Variety is the Spice of Life.
    Oct 17, 2019 @ 15:57:57

    I have a lit candle too Ritu, and even after 45 years it is as bright today as it ever was. beautiful words thank you.

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  12. thereluctantpoet
    Oct 17, 2019 @ 01:56:24

    Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.

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  13. Erika Kind
    Oct 16, 2019 @ 15:47:30

    💖🙏💖

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  14. samfiftysomething
    Oct 16, 2019 @ 08:16:57

    Beautiful words Ritu ❤️

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  15. Sue Vincent
    Oct 16, 2019 @ 06:49:53

    Hugs x

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  16. Maggie
    Oct 16, 2019 @ 04:07:32

    Sending you love. 💕

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  17. willowdot21
    Oct 16, 2019 @ 03:30:41

    We carry them in our hearts Sis 💜

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  18. tidalscribe
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 23:55:09

    When you see your living children grow up you wonder what the lost one would have been like and what your lost sisters would have been like. It happens to so many of us but it has always been so.

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  19. Marje @ Kyrosmagica
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:57:44

    I miscarried my second child. Nothing prepares you for such a loss. I often wonder if he (or she,) lived what would he,(she) be like now. Sad memories, Ritu. x

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  20. fancypaperblog
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:41:04

    Thinking of everyone tonight who has lost and is grieving that little wave of light x

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  21. dearanonymousfriend
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:36:35

    Beautiful… I am so sorry you have experienced this. It is heart breaking. We lost ours at almost five months pregnant… Will never forget him, then eight years ago his niece (I believe) joined him. I told my daughter that her little one was greeted by her uncle in heaven. ❤

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  22. John W. Howell
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:32:24

    Thank you for sharing this love.

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  23. joylennick
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:12:15

    Oh, Ritu…So very sad and moving. Makes the love you have for your two even more special.. Hugs xx

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  24. lifebylinky
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:09:02

    💛✨💚

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  25. Annette Rochelle Aben
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:05:10

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  26. joey who?
    Oct 15, 2019 @ 21:05:05

    So sad. . . so touching. . . so beautiful. . . thank you for sharing with us . . .

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