FFF #30 – Jealous

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Tuesday was prompt day from Matt The Book Blogger, and I was a little tied up to manage to post straight away last night, so here is my attempt this week!

Check out the prompt here.

This week the prompt song is Labyrinth’s Jealous.

I sat here listening to the words… really listening.  What a song! I know it’s a sad one, but I loved it!

Jealous

Sitting here watching you smiling…

Happy…

Happier than you ever were with me.

Why couldn’t I give you that happiness?

Still, I can’t moan, I can’t hold it against you.

But I still feel it… jealousy.

There. I said it.

Jealous.

I never realised that all you wanted was that extra affection.

I regret all those times I shrugged your arm off my shoulders, or refused to hold your hand in public.

It was never that I was ashamed.  I just felt trapped, almost.

Does that make sense?

And that trap, of my own making, lost you.

I miss you…

I hope you enjoyed my take!

Jealous!

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So Christmas is upon us, I’ve got my gorgeous lil family around me, slowly recovering from the lurgy, my in laws here, getting geared up for a family Christmas, and though I’m excited, a little piece of my heart isn’t in this…

Because it’s not fair!!!!

*toddler style tantrum being thrown in my mind, by me*

While I’m sat here, my Pops and Mum, are over there, in Finland, with my brother and sister in law, and MY BABY FINNJABI NEPHEW!!!! Yes I know I’m shouting, I said, didn’t I, that I’m tantrumming!!!

I’m super jealous! We’ve skyped, I’ve seen them getting the baby cuddles, and I want some NOW!!!!

We will go over there as soon as we can, but it’s just not soon enough!

Ok, jealous rage over…

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