But I Smile Anyway…

So Christmas is upon us, I’ve got my gorgeous lil family around me, slowly recovering from the lurgy, my in laws here, getting geared up for a family Christmas, and though I’m excited, a little piece of my heart isn’t in this…

Because it’s not fair!!!!

*toddler style tantrum being thrown in my mind, by me*

While I’m sat here, my Pops and Mum, are over there, in Finland, with my brother and sister in law, and MY BABY FINNJABI NEPHEW!!!! Yes I know I’m shouting, I said, didn’t I, that I’m tantrumming!!!

I’m super jealous! We’ve skyped, I’ve seen them getting the baby cuddles, and I want some NOW!!!!

We will go over there as soon as we can, but it’s just not soon enough!

Ok, jealous rage over…