But I Smile Anyway…

Good morning, Peeps! I’m still at school today but tomorrow, we finish, officially, so I am taking each day as it comes right now.

My Chai is ready. Have you got a drink?

• If we were having chai, I would tell you that last week was a super busy one. There is always so much to do at the end of the year, and even though we have got data and reports out of the way, we still have other paperwork that needs completing, as well as things to get ready for September. All this we need to do, keeping in mind that we still have a class of children who are pretty exhausted but need to keep learning while they are with us. So it’s been a chilled week in terms of planning for us, but fraught as we keep the children in check.
• If we were having chai, I would mention that the emotion I know we will feel on Tuesday as we wave goodbye to our classes began building last week, as the Year 6 children had their leaver’s assembly and then their party on Friday evening. They are an extra special class for me, as they were my first ever Nursery class. So I have watched a lot of them grow over the last eight years. Some are taller than one, even though they are only eleven! There were tears and lots of hugs, as well as touching comments from parents too. Nothing will change my thinking that each year I have to create a new section in my heart for the new pupils, who will find their place there alongside all the children I have already taught. Some parents even started their gift giving and they have touched us with some of their thoughtful words and gifts. 🙂 We also had a shared lunch on Thursday which was also a little baby shower for three of my colleagues who are expecting over the next couple of months! It was a lovely chance for all the staff to mingle, too, which rarely happens due to our different daily timetables.
• If we were having chai, I would say that I have been reading plenty as always, because writing does not come easy when I am still in school mode. I have had the honour to read a few books extra early for different author friends of mine, and spent time writing up questions for them to answer when they come to visit for a Book & A Brew post with me a little later in the year!

• If we were having chai, I’d jump back to the writing and say that I do have a plan of sorts once we finish up, and in order to keep me accountable, I created my own little word tracker chart on Canva! You might call it procrastination, but I call it inspiration!

• If we were having chai, I’d share that Lil Princess is now also on holiday, and she celebrated her first day of summer break by going to watch the Barbie film with her friends! I was a little gutted as I wanted to go and watch it with her, but I am so glad she is stepping out of her comfort zone and going out a little more with her friends. She wasn’t totally enamoured of it, but then she doesn’t always like what everyone else likes, and sitting in a cinema hall for a couple of hours can be too much for her, so she went for a few trips to the loo, and for a snack, to stop herself getting agitated. Still, she went and had fun, and I am proud of her for facing some of her anxieties to do this.
• If we were having chai, I would bring it back to Sonu Singh. This week I had to get the clippers out and trip his pointy claws because every time he would come to us to knead our tummies or anything, he was catching on our clothes and the bedsheets. However, claw cutting is not his favourite thing. I am very gentle, I promise, but from a young age, he has hated it. In fact, when he was a kitten, there was a day when he saw the clippers on my bed and realised what I was about to do. I turned my back and he knocked them off the bed and was off down the stairs, trying to knock them down each step. I think he wanted to go and hide them! Cheeky little so and so! Still, it was time for that event n Sunday, and he rewarded me with a gentle biting session! No owners were harmed, honestly!

Two days to go, then I can breathe, kind of. I am still seeing my workmates on Wednesday as we have a leaving-do to attend, as well as being back in Gravesend on Thursday, too, because Lil Princess is meeting a friend, and I need to take Lil Man and my in-laws out shopping, too! Friday, we have an orthodontic appointment, and on Saturday there will be cricket, followed by a baby shower for one of my colleagues. Somehow, I will squeeze words in, too, I hope!

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Good morning, Peeps! Only one more Monday left of term, after today! So, it’s still busy, busy!

I’ve got my green tea. What have you chosen?

• If we were having chai, I would tell you that school has been quite surreal the last few weeks. There is that strange feeling of the children suddenly growing up, getting bigger and maturing. Picking up things they were unsure of only a few short weeks ago… Makes me feel better that most will be better prepared for Year One, but it still surprises me how much they can change! We’ve been finalising reports and data and talking to the class teachers above about the children joining their cohort next year… Meanwhile, I have been trying to sort out the lists for next year and get home visits sorted out, too. There is a lot of restructuring happening next year, including my responsibilities, so I need to get my head around everything!
• If we were having chai, I would mention that Lil Princess was with me in school for work experience, along with one of her friends, who also used to come to our Primary School. I’ll start by saying well done to her because for someone who has the level of anxiety that she does, coming into a class of 30 4-5-year-olds who are so loving and in your face can be quite scary. She was in school for three days and at her own school for two days to break the overwhelm. My SEND kids loved her, and one even wanted to come home with her. He followed her around saying, “You are my best friend!” and was so upset the two days she wasn’t there! And another fell asleep on her, too! She was brave enough to not stay in my class with me, but in a class with another teacher, after her first day, which was another big thing for her. That colleague of mine complimented her on how she worked with the children and built a gentle rapport with them. I am immensely proud of her!
• If we were having chai, I would say that I have had a naughty food week this week, and it is all because of school and lovely parents! (and event catering on Friday!) On Wednesday, a parent brought. individually served bags for the whole of our team as a thank you for teaching her children. There were samosas, spring rolls, bread pakoras, and a chickpea salad to eat. I used it for two meals! And on Thursday, another parent made food for the whole school staff! Biryani, curry, chicken drumsticks, raita, pitta bread, and a trifle to top it off! On Friday, I was asked to represent the senior leaders of our school at an event and they had a lovely breakfast, including freshly baked croissants and cookies. So, you can see why I may not have lost anything this last week!

• If we were having chai, I’d mention that I have started wearing lots more dresses because I feel like being floaty… I bought a few last year but never wore them, but now I have decided to forget what I think anyone else will think, and wear them, happily. And you know what? They make me feel so happy! (Just ordered two more, too!)

• If we were having chai, I’d share that I have a new word to describe how I feel pretty much 100% of the time… What with perimenopause, dealing with school stuff, and some of the home related things we have going on, this is my favourite word, right now!

• If we were having chai, I would bring it back to Sonu Singh. He keeps chewing at any plant he can find, then makes himself sick. Silly kitty! But he’s loving being in my office. Here he is, curled up asleep while I write this post!

One week and two days left of school… not that I am counting! It will be a strange week, filled with emotions as one member of my team finishes with us and leaves for another post, and another who has her last day for the year or Friday. Though we still have a few days left after the weekend, I have a feeling there will be some children who may not make it to the end of the term, too… And it is the Year Six leaver’s party and assembly. This year six were my first ever class taught in this school for a whole year, when they were in Nursery, so I have watched some of them grow for eight years. I feel there will be emotions involved! Elsewhere, Lil Princess has a sleepover, and I have a baby shower to attend!

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