Spidey’s Serene Sunday – Part 230 – Dreams

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“All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.”

Walt Disney

Well thank you very much Spidey, for finding something so apt for me today.

There are many dreams I have in life, and for the first time in a while there appears to be a chance for two big ones to finally be realised, but not without a lot of hard work on my part, and support from all those around me.

The first is my work dream. I have finally, after a good few years, got my own class and own classroom. Yes I have been teaching for a while now, but I have always been part of a partner teach team, so there has been someone else there with me, usually already established in that classroom, and the last 3 years I have been split in two at school, being a partner teacher in two classes so I have been pulled from one side to the other, trying to make my mark, educate children, and keep my sanity in tact.

From September though, I finally have my own home! I am in the throes of visiting school over the first week of the holidays, to set up my room, as I want it to be, putting up displays, creating a reading corner that I hope the children will love, and generally making the place a room I would want to come to every day as a child.

I’m also nervous, as the future of these children, their learning for the next year, and any progress they make, will be 100% on my head. Adding to the mix is the possibility of 3, maybe 4 of my intake having Special Educational needs, and some parents not quite on board with the thought…. that will be an interesting one!

Still, excited am I! Wish me luck!

The next dream that is within reach, is that of my writing.

Two years ago, I decided that I would create my own NaNo month, #RiNoWriMo, which prompted me to really go for getting my WIP in a decent shape, and it really helped me to have myself focussed on writing.

I have decided that this August, I shall have another dedicated month, do something.

#RiNoEdMo

Ritu’s Novel Editing Month!

So, I have decided that in August, I might forfeit my time taking part in blog challenges, and concentrate on working on my editor’s notes, rewriting, tweaking and getting this WIP into a place of readiness for possible publication!

That is an exciting thought!

And though I haven’t fully made up my mind as to what I want to do, I have even got a prospective cover commissioned, if I decide to self-publish, or go Indie!

Wish me even more luck!!!

So… tell me, which dream of yours are you ready to realise?

Clarity #writephoto

Sue’s #WritePhoto prompt this week:

The waves gently lap against my feet as I stand at the water’s edge. Looking across at the calmness of the waters, it is almost impossible to believe that these very waters were where I lost you.

I want to lash out at the ocean. I want to cause it the same hurt it has caused me, but I can’t.

For this same spot, the place where I last saw you, is the same spot I have come to all my life, to seek solace and serenity.

That day, you had waved to me, as you pushed your boat out. “Get the coals going, my love. I feel a big catch coming today!” Your smile still burnt on my retina.

Who was to know of that freak storm that struck, capsizing your boat? These same waters, so ferocious, huge waves crashing over you, as if they were trying to swallow you whole. The waters so dark, masking all that swam within. Which monster had been stirred up to cause so much grief?

And yet, now, you caress my feet, soothing me. I can see straight through you. Your clarity allows me to have now fear. There is nothing hidden.

Why must everything be bittersweet in life?

#writephoto

Chai And A Chat #41 #ChaiAndAChat

Hey there Peeps! Time for our weekly catch up! Did I end up with a more calm week? Read on to find out!

  • If we were sipping chai together I’d tell you that this week was marginally better than last week, but still no smooth sailing!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d say that school has been busy, as ever, with transition days for our new kids, preparation for end of year assemblies, thinking about cards for staff who are leaving/having babies/turning 70, Sports Day, more training and handovers for my new subject lead next year, and Book Fairs!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d tell you that I have a new challenge next year, with a student with Autusim joining my class. He has very specific needs and routines, and there is no one to be his one to one support, so this will be interesting…. He joins another child I have who has certain issues, one who is showing signs of sone sort or SEN, and two others with extreme behaviour problems. Oh, I’ll have my work cut out, but hey, it’ll be my class, and there will be continuity, so I hope I can do justice! I thing there will be a bit of blogger fodder in it for me too….
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d groan and say we had Sports Day! It’s been a while since I was involved in Sports Day as it is usually on a Thursday, which is my Nursery day. This year though it was on a Wednesday which meant I got a chance to get more involved in it all. My class were a great bunch, encouraging each other, and showing some real competitiveness too! One lost her shoe in her running race, so I ended up running the race with her so she didn’t feel like she was the only one running at the end. Then I accompanied a toddler to the finishing line in our siblings race, and finally I was dragged to the starting line again in the Teachers race! No. I dodnt win, but was 4th out of around 9. I’m not complaining, but I was the next day when the aches and pains were showing themselves!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d mention that it was my nephew’s first birthday, and the first anniversary of Pops and his emergency surgery on Monday. The thought of that day is always bittersweet, with the worry of his op, and the news that the baby had been born!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d yawn as I tell you that Saturday, I was up at some ungodly hour, unable to sleep with the muggy weather. I ended up reading for a coule of hours before I could sleep, then when I finally dozed off, it was time to wake up ready for taking Lil Princess to swimming! The morning passed in a haze, and I didn’t feel right until I’d had a 2 hour nap in the afternoon!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d tell you that Sunday was another Cricket dedicated morning, but I was determined to have a little me time too, so I went to get my nails done! And Cricket-wise, Sunday was a good day for many… Lil Man’s team won their match, and England were crowned Cricket World Cup Winners for the first time, after a nailbiting, historic Super Over end to the match! Now, if you know me, you know I am not sports orientated at all, but even I got excited about this! And to top it off, the Wimbledon final was on too, so tensions were high right up until the end of these matches!
  • If we were sipping that chai together, and possibly reaching for cake or cookies I’d tell you that this week we have the end of year assembly for Reception class, reports need to go out to the parents too, and there is a toy sale being organised by my councillors, and the Eco councillors, to raise money for playground equipment!
  • If we were sipping that chai together, and possibly reaching for cake or cookies I’d say that I have a dinner out on Friday that I am looking forward to, to celebrate the impending wedding of our Head!
  • If we were sipping that chai together, and possibly reaching for cake or cookies I’d mention that Pops is coming over on Saturday, to bring my dear aunt and uncle who have come over from Kenya to visit. I haven’t seen them for a long time, and I am really looking forward to it! This is my Mum’s elder brother and his wife. They are such wonderful people and my aunt is one of the women in my life, I class as one of my ‘other’ mothers!

Right, I think that is enough, don’t you, Peeps?!

Tell me how your week has been!

The Liebster Award

Many thanks to It’s Me For You Blog for nominating me for a Leibster Award!

I have received this before, so am reblogging in gratitude, however, I’ll answer the questions, as they are some good ones!

1.How important is Wi-Fi for you? Is warm running water or wireless internet more important? That’s a toughie! I definitely love my WiFi, but then I have a good data amount on my mobile, so I could, I guess, do away with WiFi if I had to, but warm running water is a must for my bubble baths!
2. Name your favourite blogger (any genre) There are just too many to mention just one!
3.If you have to pick a place to settle down forever, where would it be and why? Anywhere my loved ones are.
4.What is one silly moment you’ve had that you’d like to share? My life tends to be a collection of silly moments… hard to choose just one!
5. What is your favorite trait about yourself? My positivity
6. What is your favorite time of day? First thing in the morning when I feel like every day is the start of something good!
7.Tell us your favorite food/cuisine. I love a good reast dinner!
8. Name three destinations you would like to visit once in your lifetime. Australian, The Bahamas and Disney World, Florida!
9. If you could change something in the world, what would it be? Acceptance between all.
10. What are you most passionate about? Teaching my Early Years children and writing.
11. What is so special about your blog? It’s a place you will find no pretences. And you are pretty sure to find something you like. From Fiction to poetry, real life to the absurd, recipes and book reviews and all manner of posts in between!

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Chai And A Chat #40 #ChaiAndAChat

Hey there Peeps! Time for our weekly catch up, and the week has been absolutely manic… In fact, on Monday itself, it felt as if I had been through a week already!

  • If we were sipping chai together I’d let you know that being a mum is a neverending job… Monday was a bit of a crazy day. I was awoken at 4am by an unwell Lil Man. He had a temperature and a really sore throat. Typical. It looked like a bout of tonsillitis. Luckily with Hubby Dearest still working from home, he could just stay in bed. But I knew from experience that this would need a doctors appointment, and antibiotics… And we all know how hard it is to get an appointment at the GP in the UK… My boss was lovely and said I should just call them and get whatever appointment I could. Thankfully I managed to get an afterschool one which meant I didn’t have to miss anything at work. And work was busy too, with on the job training happening and the usual craziness of a school day. We got to the docs, got the meds – it was definitely tonsillitis – and fended a call from Lil Princess who, somehow had lost her lunchbox on the way home. After driving along her usual route home, and not spotting the luminous pink bag anywhere, I was resigned to picking up a cheap one from the supermarket. Except the first place didn’t have any lunch boxes. Then I thought I’d just go to my regular supermarket as they have a pharmacy, so I could kill two birds with one stone. Lil Man just wanted to sit in the car and wait for me. Except the pharmacy had a half an hour wait. Great! I took my prescription and rushed off to get a lunchbox, which thankfully I found. Then it was off to pick the young lady up, and finally end up at the pharmacy I usually go to. Lil an was still suffering with high temperatures, so we dosed him up with both antibiotic and paracetamol, and he slept with me that night. I was tired…
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d hoped for a decent night’s sleep. Who was I kidding? My ill lad was restless from 3am to 5.30am. He was tossing and turning, and moaning in his sleep, so I woke up to check his temperature, which appeared to be okay. It was so humid and muggy that the windows were open, and then at 4am the huge ravens that live in the trees outside our house decided to caw really loudly, for half an hour! I gave up trying to sleep then, and found myself, at 4.30am, making the sandwiches for the family. After a little reading I finally fell asleep at 5.30am, and nearly missed my alarm to get up for school! Don’t ask me about the dream I had about school.. it was too weird! Lil Man was at home again, so Lil Princess and I traipsed off to school. I started with a yawn that didn’t really stop reappearing all day! The afternoon saw me at a course, so I got to get home a little early, but you know what they say… no rest for the wicked! I had to go, pick up Lil Man, take him to my in-laws for a while, as I took Lil Princess to her new school for a parents meeting. We finally finished up amd I got the kids settled at their grandparents, as they were staying the night, then I called mum, as she was off to Finland the next day. I was officially shattered!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d tell you that I had planned for an early bedtime and a good night, but I’d have to admit that I ended up restless again, and I had to be up and out even earlier on that Wednesday, as I was in London for a course all day. The course itself was great. It is something that is going to help with my subject responsibility next year, but by the end of the day, I couldn’t wait to get home. The trains weren’t too bad, and I managed to read without falling asleep! Finally back in my home town, I picked up the kids and headed home. Honestly, I was exhaustipated by now – you know the feeling – too tired to give a sh*t! I literally fell asleep before 9pm.
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d say that in comparison, Thursday was pretty smooth sailing – except we were down a member of staff who was ill. And I stayed back late too, to catch up on work that needed doing, Lil Man had been back to school since Wednesday and was feeling much better thought, thankfully.
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d tell you Friday arrived, and I knew it would be hectic, but OMG! We had our usual morning kerfuffle, but it was slightly easier as Lil Princess was up earlier, as she was excited. It was her Transition day. That is the day all Year 6 pupils go to visit their secondary schools for a day to get to know other children, the school and the staff. I got in to school and was still short staffed, so we managed the best we could, then at lunchtime I had my first ever meeting with a sales rep for reading books for school. My, didn’t I feel important! That was followed by a lot of rushing around and getting ready for the afternoon which was our first Transition day for my Nursery class to their new reception classes, and for the new nursery children to come visit. I was excited, but so nervous. Not of the children, as this day was just about our own nursery children coming to visit, so I know them. But this was the first transition I have done as a teacher of my OWN class! It was only an hour, but still, the hot weather did not help my nervous sweats! Though I can tell you it went really well! Aside from one child off sick, and one on holiday, they were all there, and seemed to be very happy. The day ended woth Lil Princess coming to meet me as we had to pick her new glasses up. Then the next lot of craziness happened. Basically in the space of four hours, I picked up Hubby Dearest, dropped him to his parents, picked up Lil Man, dropped him to cricket, rushed around Asda to get the grocery, came home and unpacked it, whilst Lil Princess had a play with her friends, then cleaned the house from top to bottom, grabbed the girl again, picked up Lil Man, picked up Hubby Dearest, drove into town to get a takeaway, came home, ate quickly then did a pile of ironing! And I wonder why I’m tired….
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d tell you that Saturday was no calmer either. Lil Princess had swimming in the morning and I spent the rest of the morning inflating and filling her paddling pool up as she had been moaning about it for weeks. She has a new inflateable popsicle to use in it too… don’t ask! I was prepared for hours of waiting as it inflated and then filled, but I found a new hack… using my hairdryer, on a cold setting and a cut off bit of water bottle… it was inflated in 10 mminutes!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d continue to say that during late afternoon we went to the cinema as Lil Man wanted, for part of his belated birthday treat, to watch Spiderman with his mate and dad, whilst Lil Princess and I watched Toy Story 4. I absolutely loved the film. Toy Story has alwasy been special to me as when it came out, I was at university and Woody and Buzz became synonymous with my BBF and me! I was Woody, she was Buzz. I won’t spoil the story, but I was in need of tissues by the end, and the audience was actually clapping at the end of the film. The boys, however, had a different experience, with several groups of heckling teens in the audience, disturbing their enjoyment. I gather that the film itself was okay, but I keep hearing about the idiots instead! Back home we orderd pizza and had an all round chilled evening!
  • If we were sipping chai together I’d say that Sunday was meant to be another rush, as Lil Man was meant to be playing cricket. But it turned out that he was a reserve instead, which meant we didn’t need to be there at the crack of dawn! I had a lie in for the first time in a month! And the match ended up being cancelled for some reason, so I was in my PJs the whole morning, and managed to read another book too. The afternoon was finally time to finish Lil Man’s birthday celebrations, when we managed to cut his cake, that he was adamant not to have at the restaurant last week!

I think that is enough of a crazy week… don’t you?

  • If we were sipping that chai together, and possibly reaching for cake or cookies I’d tell you that I am not holding out any hope for a less crazy week. We have sports day, and more transition days too, along with staff in and out, so will be chasing our tails pretty much all of the time at school. Home might just be a little bit easier… but I’m not tempting fate!
  • If we were sipping that chai together, and possibly reaching for cake or cookies I’d whisper to you that I really wish that there isn’t any cricket this weekend either… a break would be lovely!
  • If we were sipping that chai together, and possibly reaching for cake or cookies I’d say that it will be my Finndian nephew #2’s birdthday as well as the first anniversary of Pop’s emergency surgery… always thankful that he was okay! ❤

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